Monday, December 18, 2006

Lately, agak banyak la got chocs from officemates. Some people did tanya whether I were tempted to sit in front a bowl of chocs, yes I do. But, today's one is the best, got a packet of seaweed. But, the taste stuck plak sampai sekarang, still can feel it. Yucks, though this is not right, yela mana elok say something bad especially pasal rezeki. But, this is the fact, which total killed my appetite to eat something.

Mom gave a mug of bubur keladi, I finished it though I felt like vomitting, sampai sekarang pun still rasa nak muntah. Thinking of the seaweed yang I took today in office, hish, camne la leh terasa sampai sekarang. But, dined outside before got back, habis jgak a plate of kuey teow goreng.

Now, I can't stop thinking about the seaweed.

Lately, take lots of time reviewing old pics, though my HDD dah rosak, but fotopages is something. As if the past macam semalam je berlaku. Still can recall the moment captured in each picture. Things are still jelas lagi dalam ingatan. Even, the first time we met, and the first time we got separated and reunion. Banyak kenangan. That's why the moment dapat jumpa balik pun leh kata speechless, coz rasa a bit uncomfortable to not seeing each other for medium while. Tapi, as usual, when things got started, enjin panas cam biasa je. We talked a lot.

Yes, 1st impression is "mental la mamat ni." But then, 2nd thought "not bad la plak." Conclusively, 1st impression is always deceiving. That's why orang kata jangan kutuk Cicak-man sebelum pergi tengok. Well, I can't say much, I myself haven't seen the movie yet. Tengok la esok lusa rajin2 pegi la kot tehehe.

Okay la... blogging is no more omoshiroi since mata pun dah berkelipan.

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Ni chi pau le ma? Heh, it's time to sleep... but I hate sleeping haha.. I'm having my break for 4 days, so I'll be going to work after Christmas, yey!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

What a good weekend I had. Met with friends, and even went to Senawang, to the place where my family used to reside. Redha, Paeh and Azarul in one day. As if time has created a big gap to everyone of us. Redha and Paeh, my college members in the States, are having their own lives now. One of them has his own tuition center now, sweet charitable work lah, and another one is working for his application to top U to continue studying, formally going to class of course.

Had a not-so-long chat with Azarul, friends are scattered like raindrops. Hard to collect, but remembered. He invited me several times to join his X-games activity, been thinking of joining him but can't really give it a try yet, since I'm still doing my soul-searching to get my true objective in my working life. Here I am giving an excuse... again...

Ah, enough la for today. At least I had a good break here. Friends are precious to me, to those who treated me within a week ago, thank you for being somebody there. To the ONE who just got back from travel, WELCOME BACK! When can we go eating out? Owh, shoot, I am thinking of foods here again!

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If I can live without stomach, I hope I will no more get hungry... tehehe... but what I need most is companion here! A month to go for special occasion, and 7 more months to go for me to wear a brand new style of life!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Today, went to PJ Development Center. Was a good way to take a break from going to office, since got no specific job to do lately. Spent a day, and coming 3 days, on Eviews, a good revision for me coz I haven't been using it for the past one and half year.

I just realized how I used to love Scion, but now the car doesn't appeal to me that much. I'm thinking of making a Gen2 car as the Scion replacement, not big different in the concept, just that Gen2 has 4-door. If a Gen2 has 2 side-doors, I'll get it if I can afford one :D

Went to celebrate my friends' wedding last weekend. It was not that fun as I didn't really have the urge to see anybody on that day. The reason being is that I hate to hear people said I had changed physically. Dammit people, I'm no more like before, I'd grown this big as an adult, so respect me. The best thing I remember was a guy approached me without asking me whether I know him, talking to me as if we've known each other for long. The face was familiar to me but I couldn't recall his name. I couldn't be a courteous guy when socializing with people as I'm really bad at it, seriously. SO, I just left him without thinking of asking his name, my will was obstructed, no reason for me to continue asking him. I did ask my bro-in-law of the guy's name, but sorry, until today I can't recall the guy's name. Was I a famous person? I can't recall either, maybe people do know me, but sorry I can't remember everyone's name since I'm forgetful now compared to before.

I just couldn't imagine year(s) to come, how am I going to face my visitors? I barely remember everyone's name. Even my bro's friend approached me on that day asking me as if I'm his old friend. He was suprised to find out who I am. Do I look like my bro? Even my uncle mistaken me for my bro, and I believe my grandpa did it too lately. Do I really look like my bros? I doubt, we all have different faces.

Ah, what should I care. What I know my family is big, the people are big too, that's why I love my big family.

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When my time comes, don't get offended if I had to ask your name, okay?

Saturday, December 02, 2006

The me is still inside me
The me which I thought I am no more possessing is still here
The me has gone no where
The me is in me
The me has not change much
The me did change
The me is seen as M and E... but today it will be M and L...
The me will be retained, for M will acquire L!

I know I did lots of things which I shouldn't have done
But, no turning back...
I adore the friends who fly with me
I miss my friends who now have their own world(s)..
I am lucky to still have the connections with old buddies
Today, and yesterday will again be shared tomorrow...

A friend of mine, I will never forget...
He used to hit me on my chest when we were in prime school...
A simple play for the two of us, punching each others' chest
Simply we tot, it was a fun thing to do...
I believe that friend truly taught me something...
I should first learn to beat myself...
So I can maintain the me inside me...
He is somebody, or should I say he's becoming somebody...
I still adore him for him being a good friend of mine, even without him knowing...

It's just a friendship which I hope I can keep...
I'm not going to lock it in the drawer of my past...
I will let it open... for me to have a glimpse...
When sometimes, I do miss the past where we were all just kids...
Spent times talking and playing around together...
But today, different worlds splitting us apart...
But, the planet where we reside is the same Earth...
One day, if not here... we will be meeting each other...
Soon.. and soon... I'm not sure how soon it could be...

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To be or not to be... don't be... but let it be! Err hmmm no.... just let the me inside you drives you to your dream world... WELCOME TO ME's WORLD