I don't know why, almost every night I would sit in front PC and view all the pics when I was in the States. It reminds me of my happy time, but luckily I'm back in Msia, otherwise I could gain more kilos, which I shouldn't. Foods are killing me... but overall, I miss the past...

We should cherish the moment we are together, though we are missing the past and longing for tomorrow, present times are the best part, we are facing it, experiencing it... second by second it'll leave us...

I'm right to tell myself, the note that I jotted down in my past came from my own choice, I used to be happier, now as a working adult, lots of things to be done. Especially in Msia, life is too hectic. I want to put a break. But, I choose to start a new life starting next month, will it happen? Will I gain back my control of my life? Sooner or later, I need to do something.

I'll remember these days I got bullied by my boss, but I'll remember these days part of my past which I seldom practice my right to choose... People in my department are working like crazy, only thinking about how their bosses will evaluate them eventually, but the heck with evaluation, I wish that I can go work for the people of this DEVELOPING nation with good heart and good intention. Stop the office bullies and stop racism!

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My current me was born in MKE, 3 and 1/2 years changed me a lot, my sight is getting blurry from time to time, I'm a working adult with deteriorating eye sight, sigh... I'm getting bigger now, another sigh... hectic life should lose me some weight...hmm