Kyou wa ureshii desu. Kanojo to hanashimashita hehehe. Dakara, benkyoushimashou! Jya ne :D

Why am I typing this blog everytime I'm facing my book? Err, actually I'm doing oboeru (memorize) list of tango (vocabulary) for ashita-no-kuiz (tomorrow's quiz). Okay, it's time for Math, or should I say different eq? Hajimemashou!!

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Looking for more language... will it be French or Spanish? Or, will be the time for Arabic back? What about Korean or Chinese? Hmmm what eh?

I'm studing differential equation coz I'll be sitting for quiz, only 5 points... I want to aim for full mark, can I make it again? InshaALLAH... I should make it...Hoping this last semester will be my last blow... I wish my one-credit class won't cause me to sacrifice my entire GPA for this semester... Even if I need to make a presentation in Japanese class, I'll try to make it happen... Even if I need to write a paper in Japanese, I'll make it inshaALLAH! I sleep late but cover back during the day, or at least I normally care less about sleeping... This will be the last struggle in my studies here, I suppose...

About 3 hours ago, I did have a discussion about when to book ticket for returning back to motherland... We decided to look for any flight in the mid month of June, which means I have less than 4 months from now on... at the same time, I am still looking for any opportunity to set my feet on Texas' land... I wish I could visit Texas, though there are several other states I haven't visited, but the most appealing to me is Texas... luckily, got a new naqib who lives in Houston... hmmm, probably this would be my last trip, if I could spare some money to travel.... coz after this, it might be hard to come back after flying back for good... maybe yes or maybe no, but the chance is too stiff..

What am I doing here? I had rested so many times during revision... I getting tired and bored actually... I still could not let go the memory of yesterday where I scolded an eight-year-old kid for stealing a game from my house... I was so mad, and lectured the boys after chasing them to 2nd floor... I was insensitive actually, coz I was imagining myself as a great teacher like Onizuka haha... I dug up his past, he had been caught a year ago for stealing candy, and yesterday in his 8th year of life I caught him for stealing a PS2 game... who cares whether he is a big boy or small boy, but he did lie to me which is the reason I felt like lecturing him till he got no more tears in his eyes... I believe kids have a clean heart, but the world stained the heart... this reminds me of my own mistake when I was young for doing things without permission... and again reminds me of how angry I was when lecturing my own brother for stealing my saving... why? A young heart started getting dirty at a very young age... it is actually natural for all kids to make mistake, but in my case I just could not let them to keep making mistake because during my time there was no one to actually lecture me...

ah, I should stop here for mumbling to much to myself... adios amigos mucha lucha gigante!
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Forgive a young heart after scolding them, inshaALLAH they'll learn their lessons...

Someone paid for me... but who? It is not revealed...

I just got back from school, found out my neighbor's friend stole a game from my house... I was so mad, but I am not that mad to even call a police because I able to get back the game and asked them thoroughly what really happened... this thing is happening again... previously somebody stole one of my friend's games... and today it happened again, but luckily I got back in time... otherwise I might not know what had gone wrong and which game is not in hand...

At the end of my last class, my Sensei gave me two fliers about getting a job in Japan... I had never thought of working in Japan, but who knows, rezqi is everywhere... I might end up in a place far from anyone, working to gain a life in this world.... but, I might be working close to you, again who knows hehe..

Okay la, time for prayer... I need a rest because this cold whether demands for hibernation hehe... thank God, today's temp is around minus two degree celcius, though it feels like minus eight... till then, my Green Bay Packers throw is waiting for me to cover my body hehe :D

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Aja-aja fighting... to the special someone, gogo chayo sounds weak and not inspiring :p

Some people migt not notice, the protest had turned out to be extremist. Violence! I was unhappy and mad knowing 2 was shot in Afghan during the protest... who gave the right to even kill protestors? Violence vs. Violence? Man... lately, what is actually happening in this crazy world?

But, to some people... the artist who drew the controversial caricature is honored like a 'prophet' for bringing him to LA, to meet with him. Even newspapers across Europe keep reprinting the caricature for the sake of freedom of speech. But, why? Why in the whole crazy world it has to be Muslims? Why can't you drew something bad about Christianity and Judaism? We have forgetten about Crusade War for more than 100 years long, but why do they keep trying to reinstall the hatred into Muslims' minds? Why? Ain't that obvious we have try to live peacefully with people from different background and those who have different religion. Why can't they open the blind eye of their hearts? Is it that difficult to admit?

They insist to test the patience of Muslim ummah, so they'll got the consequences. But to poor Muslims who might not care much about this matter, do your work, study the issue.... I'm not saying I'm good enough coz I'm trying to update myself... and keep updating so I won't be left behind...

Even if Bush urged to stop the violence of the uprising protests, those people who started the flame should do their part to apologize and stop spreading such caricature... it is too bad when looking at the caricature that put our beloved prophet wearing a turban holding a bomb with the proclamation of shahadah on the bomb... I just couldn't believe it, is that the kind of freedom in expression they are fighting for? But why put such hatred? They say it is funny, but it is not! Never will that be funny, coz it sparks bad perception on Islam, which I believe they hate most. Not because it is funny, but it is because their nature of refusal and rejection to know and to learn... they are the group that helps the devils to deviate humans.... a group that deviates its own kind, what a shame and what a lose to humanity...

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Today, so many people are sick... sick in their heart which is hard to be cured... so prevent it from going into your heart... even Christianity normally preaches love to your enemy, but why can't they accept it? Coz they have sick heart... ill-hearted intention is the symptom...

Prophet Muhammad SAW... what do you guys think when hearing the improper presentation of the caricature of our beloved Prophet the Danish newspaper? Say what, some people do get angry when I accused Mawi, or any artist of their admiration, to be this and that... but here this is about our beloved Prophet, the last messenger of God, the one that had shown us this light of hidayah, what is your response? Do you still think the guy who sing a nasheed did their part in spreading the da'wah? Or they just merely sang a song to spread only the cultural aspect of Islamic entertainment? Then, you claimed a guy can bring a new light to the Malaysian entertainment, but while he is at home wearing shorts and what does he have in his mind about da'wah? Does he really do his part for the ummah, or just for he himself?

I just don't get it, why some people still adore this kind of people... This really reminds me of the explanation I got when during one of my philosophy class, this is what was said by my lecturer, saying that people nowadays fulfill their empty lives with entertainment... ain't that poor way of living one's life? I mean focusing your life for entertainment? I just don't get it... or maybe I get it just because I live here in the States... but here people mostly ain't Muslims... but when I got back at home, I'm sick of the TV programs that mostly present music and songs, and training people for being an artist, what the heck is happening here... this is the reason how a writer able to reproduce the condemned caricature in Malaysian land, see it was REPRODUCED and REPUBLISHED in Sarawak Tribune... coz why? Coz people back in at home ain't care much about the caricature outside their country, unless it is reproduce in their home land... for what? For helping to spread the caricature or for helping to open up the Malaysian minds? I don't know, what I know is this news is totally wrong.... why do non-Muslims in Malaysia be so insensitive too about this? Their fault or Malaysian Muslims fault?

Definitely it is your fault, don't ya think? IF you are Muslim, then you should share and teach... and IF you are non-Muslim, then you seek and learn, not just blindly say things about Islam without having the proper understanding... both of you people are wrong here.... so we need to spread the word, and spread it to as far place as we could make it...

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I'm not saying I'm doing things correctly, but I'm trying... let us try to spread the word, even a letter worths a remark...

Love Train
by The O'Jays

People all over the world (everybody)
Join hands (join)
Start a love train, love train
People all over the world (all the world, now)
Join hands (love ride)
Start a love train (love ride), love train
The next stop that we make will be England
Tell all the folks in Russia, and China, too
Don't you know that it's time to get on board
And let this train keep on riding, riding on through
Well, well
People all over the world (you don't need no money)
Join hands (come on)
Start a love train, love train (don't need no ticket, come on)
People all over the world ( ride this train)(Ride this train, y'all)
Start a love train (Come on, train), love train
All of you brothers over in Africa
Tell all the folks in Egypt, and Israel, too
Please don't miss this train at the station
'Cause if you miss it, I feel sorry, sorry for you
Well
People all over the world (Sisters and brothers)
Join hands (join, come on)
Start a love train (ride this train, y'all), love train (Come on)
People all over the world (Don't need no tickets)
Join hands (come on, ride)
Start a love train, love train
Ride, let it ride
Let it ride
Let it ride
People, ain't no war
People all over the world (on this train)
Join in (ride the train)
Start a love train, love train (ride the train, y'all)
People all over the world (come on)
Join hands (you can ride or stand, yeah)
Start a love train, love train (makin' love)
People all over the world ('round the world, y'all)
Join hands (come on)
Start a love train, love train

Mannn... I missed 2 programs I wanna watch on TV... NBA All-Star and NBA game between Cavaliers and Heat.... Ah... That was the cost I have to bear for sleeping... in Economics, we call it opportunity cost, the opportunity that you have to pay in order to get another opportunity of other things... I slept for about 4 hours, that caused me to miss 2 consecutive TV programs... hmmm, I'm pretty sure they'll play the game again late night, or should I say early morning? Naa, whatever...

Even today, I missed so many Arsenal games, which I believe is the cause for Arsenal's losses.... they need me to support 'em no matter what, but I kinda have scarce time to put my attention for their matches right now, I dunno why, the spirit wasn't there lately :p

Ah, I need to start doing my homework... got Differential Equation homework to be handed in during tomorrow's class (or should I say today's class coz it's already passed midnight right now).... and I have to compose couple of paragraph for my Japanese literature class.... I just hate reading, but it turned out taking this class makes me think that how bad my reading skill is right now though I'm catching up with the speed... Thank God, the class is damn quiet coz everybody seems to be blur almost every session coz we have no idea what to talk about Japanese literature, no one got the background, but I do notice some people got good general knowledge about Japanese history.... Americans, they know a lot more than Asians I suppose, that's not a big surprise to me... what the heck is going on in Asian people's brains? Or should I say my brain? Hehe...

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Lalala... I need to start check my calculation... I just love Math... you hate Math? Good for you!!