Friday, April 27, 2007

Will be my last night at this house where my youngest bro was born. Will move to different house, should be a better house if not the best house you ever wish for. For 12 years, marked by my brother's bday, been living in this house. Tomorrow, a brand new life will start.

I haven't touch my camera lately, didn't charge the battery pun. Probably, need a pic or too, marking the move. Hmm... will be a big change... big step...

More steps will come... this is just the beginning...

Goodbye home, I'm glad we all have the chance to rest, eat, sleep well, clean ourselves, enjoy TV, games, online, downloading and many more here for the past 12 years.

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Sometimes, we need changes in our lives... sometimes, we are forced to make decision... moving to different new world could teach us something from the past that we are carving everyday and every second... inshaAllah, this is another good move! Tawakkalna upon everything decided for us as we are all trying and giving the best we can possibly do....yosh!!

Monday, April 23, 2007

Hi night! I'm still alive, listening to music...

My ears still okay, but my eyes started to tell me that I'm getting old... But, thanks to my bad habit, I'm not into readings, but again I'm so grateful getting a job which forces me to do reading everyday... What other job than being a stupid economist... Like normal economist will do, reading, scrap papers, scribble, report, waste papers, and mess up my desk everyday with printed articles, newspapers, working papers, presentation slides and all boring stuffs...

A happy day for an economist is being sent to a course, getting free lunch, pretending that I'll be using my head, tho classes are just classes... what else than taking a break from going to office...

But, life is more than just working... No matter how lazy we are, we still need to feed our stomach, take care of our health, do some light exercises, bla bla bla... The best thing we should never forget is to be given the chance to continue living as stupid and as bright as we wanna be... your choice and my choice...

I'm giving so many excuse to people that I am busy with works, though I'm trying not to say I'm not busy... but, I refuse to take responsibility, I don't wanna be an adult haha... I'll live my life my own way... I know, I curse people a lot, when I'm taking escalator and people obstruct me, I'll curse him/her regardless of the brains and age or gender... I still see people leaning on the metal bars in LRT/Komuter... curse them all hehe... I just couldn't make myself think like them... tho I wish I could at least be care free like them for all the time, but how? An interview in the TV recently and once mentioned that "people in Malaysia failed to put themselves in others' shoes." Does that mean all Malaysians? HELL NO! Only small portion are brainless, the vast majority still got heart and brain...

Sometimes, when I heard about my friends can be picky about work, I think they are being too happy about their lives... not that I can't choose a different path for myself, but I see that the first step in working life is worthy enough that I want to explore/treasure as much and as deep as I could... whether working with MNCs, inefficient gomen, I just have this thing in my mind since I started working... coz I saw lots of people ended paving their lives based on their earlier experience... like my senpai in office, cursing this and that mostly from what they faced... they are the experienced ones, let them complain, as newbie I would prefer to listen and learn... like joining a yakuza, just listen what your boss says... the rule of thumb is, 1) know what your boss expect you to know, 2) know what you don't know, 3) know what your boss don't know (this could be a golden key to be above your boss), 4) the last thing is never go against your boss (on things the boss knows best)... learn from others' experience... the best thing I learn is learn from the mafia gang... which I was at first amazed by the different thinking proposed... but stupid, I would prefer to learn based on the golden rules as presented by good examples... the Prophet is the best la when it comes to be a role model... I do think Dr. M is a good guy too when it comes to worldly matters la...

If you are true, you fight until your eyes got sprayed with hot pepper.. that proves your fight has meanings (one, what you want to tell; the other one, what people failed to receive properly)... my eyes got sprayed by sleepiness... so time to stop... I'm blogging aimlessly coz I realized the month of Ninja Turtle's Miss O'Neil (April) is nearing its end... so goodbye night! My eyes are heavy like bluehyppo now.... writing course is coming for the next 2 days of working, yippie!

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I won't stop... I'll practice and continue with my stupid brain living on this world.... my brain needs repair and my black heart needs metal brush...

Thursday, April 05, 2007

My my my... dou desu ka? Shiranai... I nearly forgot most of the Japanese vocab that I learned from college.. sure my sensei will be disappointed at my current level of oboeru.. not to mention my Arabic also stinks nowadays... but as long as ma ismuka is still stored in my head, it won't go away just like that... my Arabic should be better than my Japanese since I still have my first love for Arabic...

Watched the next episodes of Style!, a j-dorama on fashion consultation. Funny, I even ironed my shirt and pants properly after watching the dorama. Reminds me of why we are not encouraged to wear orange and a good color for all is white. Hmm.. but, the color of flags during war was changed to red (from green).. why was that? Is it because red more striking and as a sign of... hmm I'm no good at colors... strangely, I remember that purple stands for sadness... that's in English literature, but to me black represents it better, proven by those people who wear black during funeral...

You see, there is nothing you can learn, all of us are wasting time here...

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"It's kinda funny, how life can change, we flip 180 in a matter of days." even the mind flip-flops in seconds...today should be a great day! kyou-wa ii desu ne..