Hi night! I'm still alive, listening to music...
My ears still okay, but my eyes started to tell me that I'm getting old... But, thanks to my bad habit, I'm not into readings, but again I'm so grateful getting a job which forces me to do reading everyday... What other job than being a stupid economist... Like normal economist will do, reading, scrap papers, scribble, report, waste papers, and mess up my desk everyday with printed articles, newspapers, working papers, presentation slides and all boring stuffs...
A happy day for an economist is being sent to a course, getting free lunch, pretending that I'll be using my head, tho classes are just classes... what else than taking a break from going to office...
But, life is more than just working... No matter how lazy we are, we still need to feed our stomach, take care of our health, do some light exercises, bla bla bla... The best thing we should never forget is to be given the chance to continue living as stupid and as bright as we wanna be... your choice and my choice...
I'm giving so many excuse to people that I am busy with works, though I'm trying not to say I'm not busy... but, I refuse to take responsibility, I don't wanna be an adult haha... I'll live my life my own way... I know, I curse people a lot, when I'm taking escalator and people obstruct me, I'll curse him/her regardless of the brains and age or gender... I still see people leaning on the metal bars in LRT/Komuter... curse them all hehe... I just couldn't make myself think like them... tho I wish I could at least be care free like them for all the time, but how? An interview in the TV recently and once mentioned that "people in Malaysia failed to put themselves in others' shoes." Does that mean all Malaysians? HELL NO! Only small portion are brainless, the vast majority still got heart and brain...
Sometimes, when I heard about my friends can be picky about work, I think they are being too happy about their lives... not that I can't choose a different path for myself, but I see that the first step in working life is worthy enough that I want to explore/treasure as much and as deep as I could... whether working with MNCs, inefficient gomen, I just have this thing in my mind since I started working... coz I saw lots of people ended paving their lives based on their earlier experience... like my senpai in office, cursing this and that mostly from what they faced... they are the experienced ones, let them complain, as newbie I would prefer to listen and learn... like joining a yakuza, just listen what your boss says... the rule of thumb is, 1) know what your boss expect you to know, 2) know what you don't know, 3) know what your boss don't know (this could be a golden key to be above your boss), 4) the last thing is never go against your boss (on things the boss knows best)... learn from others' experience... the best thing I learn is learn from the mafia gang... which I was at first amazed by the different thinking proposed... but stupid, I would prefer to learn based on the golden rules as presented by good examples... the Prophet is the best la when it comes to be a role model... I do think Dr. M is a good guy too when it comes to worldly matters la...
If you are true, you fight until your eyes got sprayed with hot pepper.. that proves your fight has meanings (one, what you want to tell; the other one, what people failed to receive properly)... my eyes got sprayed by sleepiness... so time to stop... I'm blogging aimlessly coz I realized the month of Ninja Turtle's Miss O'Neil (April) is nearing its end... so goodbye night! My eyes are heavy like bluehyppo now.... writing course is coming for the next 2 days of working, yippie!
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I won't stop... I'll practice and continue with my stupid brain living on this world.... my brain needs repair and my black heart needs metal brush...
My ears still okay, but my eyes started to tell me that I'm getting old... But, thanks to my bad habit, I'm not into readings, but again I'm so grateful getting a job which forces me to do reading everyday... What other job than being a stupid economist... Like normal economist will do, reading, scrap papers, scribble, report, waste papers, and mess up my desk everyday with printed articles, newspapers, working papers, presentation slides and all boring stuffs...
A happy day for an economist is being sent to a course, getting free lunch, pretending that I'll be using my head, tho classes are just classes... what else than taking a break from going to office...
But, life is more than just working... No matter how lazy we are, we still need to feed our stomach, take care of our health, do some light exercises, bla bla bla... The best thing we should never forget is to be given the chance to continue living as stupid and as bright as we wanna be... your choice and my choice...
I'm giving so many excuse to people that I am busy with works, though I'm trying not to say I'm not busy... but, I refuse to take responsibility, I don't wanna be an adult haha... I'll live my life my own way... I know, I curse people a lot, when I'm taking escalator and people obstruct me, I'll curse him/her regardless of the brains and age or gender... I still see people leaning on the metal bars in LRT/Komuter... curse them all hehe... I just couldn't make myself think like them... tho I wish I could at least be care free like them for all the time, but how? An interview in the TV recently and once mentioned that "people in Malaysia failed to put themselves in others' shoes." Does that mean all Malaysians? HELL NO! Only small portion are brainless, the vast majority still got heart and brain...
Sometimes, when I heard about my friends can be picky about work, I think they are being too happy about their lives... not that I can't choose a different path for myself, but I see that the first step in working life is worthy enough that I want to explore/treasure as much and as deep as I could... whether working with MNCs, inefficient gomen, I just have this thing in my mind since I started working... coz I saw lots of people ended paving their lives based on their earlier experience... like my senpai in office, cursing this and that mostly from what they faced... they are the experienced ones, let them complain, as newbie I would prefer to listen and learn... like joining a yakuza, just listen what your boss says... the rule of thumb is, 1) know what your boss expect you to know, 2) know what you don't know, 3) know what your boss don't know (this could be a golden key to be above your boss), 4) the last thing is never go against your boss (on things the boss knows best)... learn from others' experience... the best thing I learn is learn from the mafia gang... which I was at first amazed by the different thinking proposed... but stupid, I would prefer to learn based on the golden rules as presented by good examples... the Prophet is the best la when it comes to be a role model... I do think Dr. M is a good guy too when it comes to worldly matters la...
If you are true, you fight until your eyes got sprayed with hot pepper.. that proves your fight has meanings (one, what you want to tell; the other one, what people failed to receive properly)... my eyes got sprayed by sleepiness... so time to stop... I'm blogging aimlessly coz I realized the month of Ninja Turtle's Miss O'Neil (April) is nearing its end... so goodbye night! My eyes are heavy like bluehyppo now.... writing course is coming for the next 2 days of working, yippie!
_________________________
I won't stop... I'll practice and continue with my stupid brain living on this world.... my brain needs repair and my black heart needs metal brush...
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