Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I just don't get it why do Alumni's MKT chose me as the slave for the economic team. I just can't simply think of a good reason to be active with Alumni. I thought they already understand that I won't help Alumni just because... I won't lend a hand willingly, unless they got no choice, I mean during hard times.. but if they voted for me to work for them, I'll say sorry as I can't cooperate with Alumni, I think the group is not going anywhere and I'm not there to help... the motto and probably the mission is good, but it seems the work had faded recently, I just don't see why I need to help...

I want my quality time, time to rest, and time to relax... I need time for myself, I need my life back like I used to have... I had a very relaxing moment during my studies in the States, but life is damn so busy with work and life to be balanced out... I saw some people in the train but I dare not to approach his/her as I'm tired of facing so many people... I'll say hello whenever I feel like it, if I didn't hope those people won't be offended... if you want to say hi at me, you have to be the one to come and approach me, or else nothing will happen...

Alhamdu lillah, today I got my quality time as I intended... I earned it by running away from work, I got out from office earlier than yesterday, though I know I should've updated my part before I left, but had I updated my work, I'll miss my break fast time at home, and most probably my quality time with the one... I just thought I need it more than before since I'm a bit stressed out these days...

So, I thought blogging these days is a good way to let things out of my mind... so, I need to rush as I got another thing to complete ASAP...

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There we go again, we got haze in M'sia... who to blame? Just blame the people, stupid people! I mean those who smoke la... coz they polluted our air irresponsibly... stupid smokers!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

If I were able to kick a little kid, I would like to give it a try. Recently, I got crazy kid in my house, I can't stand it anymore. I shook her just now, I know it was a bit weird to do it in front of her parents, but what else I can do since the parents are unable to do anything. I was forced to do it unintentionally. My head is spinning due to work pressure I got from dealing with people in the office or with some Malaysians who fail to show their Malaysianism. Owh, how I hate Malaysia for breathing in Malaysia already tested my patience.

I don't know for how long I'm able to take this... this is too much, young parents nowadays are failure when it comes to kid... if you have a hyperactive kid what will you do? At this moment I don't have a child yet, but when this happened to me while I am not married yet, I just couldn't ignore this... stupid parents, go take care your kid la... no matter how close you are, no matter who you are in my eyes, you should take care your kids... if you think your kid tested your patience, what about others? Go find your own house la... if you think I can stand this, I am saying here I cannot stand this anymore! If you let me kick your daughter, I am willing to do it in front of you... for seeing you not taking care of your child with stricter way of treating hyperactive kid, I am more mad at you... stupid people... I know, I might face this same problem, but if you think you are helpless, let us know before hand... don't just pray to God that your stupid daughter will be good one someday, don't just hope without doing anything...

I don't understand why can't they shout very loud like I can do... I don't care your kid or not, I can't stand it! I'll do whatever it takes to lessen my temper... I'm not ready to accept this fact that your kid is crushing my quality time...

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Stupid parents! Let me kick your daughter la everyday if you cannot do it yourself! Stupid! I'm writing this at night, so there is no such thing as "I am fasting right now." Shux