I just don't get it why do Alumni's MKT chose me as the slave for the economic team. I just can't simply think of a good reason to be active with Alumni. I thought they already understand that I won't help Alumni just because... I won't lend a hand willingly, unless they got no choice, I mean during hard times.. but if they voted for me to work for them, I'll say sorry as I can't cooperate with Alumni, I think the group is not going anywhere and I'm not there to help... the motto and probably the mission is good, but it seems the work had faded recently, I just don't see why I need to help...

I want my quality time, time to rest, and time to relax... I need time for myself, I need my life back like I used to have... I had a very relaxing moment during my studies in the States, but life is damn so busy with work and life to be balanced out... I saw some people in the train but I dare not to approach his/her as I'm tired of facing so many people... I'll say hello whenever I feel like it, if I didn't hope those people won't be offended... if you want to say hi at me, you have to be the one to come and approach me, or else nothing will happen...

Alhamdu lillah, today I got my quality time as I intended... I earned it by running away from work, I got out from office earlier than yesterday, though I know I should've updated my part before I left, but had I updated my work, I'll miss my break fast time at home, and most probably my quality time with the one... I just thought I need it more than before since I'm a bit stressed out these days...

So, I thought blogging these days is a good way to let things out of my mind... so, I need to rush as I got another thing to complete ASAP...

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There we go again, we got haze in M'sia... who to blame? Just blame the people, stupid people! I mean those who smoke la... coz they polluted our air irresponsibly... stupid smokers!