Friday, June 22, 2007

It's like years I haven't post any entry. Not that I don't want to post anything, only that life is so tiring lah with works lately. Coordinating and compiling economic report, drafting slides and outlook, preparing papers and inputs for meetings and many more. Tasks and assignments come one after another. Sometimes, I wish I'm as free as I used to be in college. But, in your dream...

Only a month away I'll enter to the next phase in my life, but I'm still la la la la la... office work is killing me... I'm a robot paid for reading. We keep complaining but only the subordinates work like mad for the managers... I wish we could say NO for certain things, not just do whatever your manager asks you to do... it's between what you want and what you can learn... A lot of the financial stuffs I don't know, to be honest I'm not a financial kinda guy, I only took courses preparing me to be a real economy analyst, not a financial economist. But things are skewed to the financial side, again all because of the manager who is supervising me and my group... but I don't mind learning new stuffs, but sometimes I feel like I got bullied to do things just because I'm the newest member in the group... but I've learned a lot from this past 10 months... I hope one day they can stationed me in Japan, so I can monitor the economy as real as it is...

From carry trade, to financial integration, and many more... all new topics, issues and concepts are now bothering me... but my mind is contemplating what I want to have for my grad study, say if I want to do it.. I think I want to have at least a Master degree...

Back to the States? How I wish I could. But, I'm happy for my friend who will go back to the States in coming months.. I hope he'll enjoy his stay for another 5 years (I suppose) after our 3 and 1/2 year in Milwaukee... This morning I was asked to read on a working paper, but I was damn lazy so I took some time to surf Yahoo! Sports and I clicked on Bucks' latest news... There is a rumour that Billups might join the Milwaukee team next season... another story was on our hero from Marquette, he was injured lah... haiya, that's why recently I didn't feel any Heat from this season's playoff...

Missing the past is the only thing I could do to lessen my demotivating life, I'm saying it openly... But, the Domino's pizza we had in office lately remind's me off the laundry which I used to visit... coz, there a Domino's restaurant is....

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