Saturday, January 22, 2005

Life is only once

Kau senyum mesra
Mungkin tak mengapa
Tapiku tak bisa
Pasti ada yang kau tak suka

Jangan ditunggu pasti takkan berlaku
Walau ku cinta kamu
Biar disimpan adakan sempadan
Aku dan juga dirimu

Bengong la, apsal tak dapat nak buat ayat macam ni.. padahal sempoi je... Arghh aku nak cuba buat ayat simple macam ni, ada nilai estetika wahaaa cam ye je...
I wanna be like Syed Qutb and other big names in harakah yang pandai bermadah, to me it's not the power to play language but it's the power to write the beauty of life into words... I don't need to be an artist to paint the world into music, I only need my brain and squeeze it for several baits of words...

I wanna learn more language, Arabic, Italiano, Franco, Spanish, Chinese, Japanese and whatever language existed on this world arghhh why I'm not taking the opportunities??

I wanna learn more skills, speaking, reading, writing, sewing, repairing, communicating, managing, controlling, leading, planning, flying and whatever skills man can do!!!

I wanna do this and that... haha takde idea dah...

Life is only one, come on... let's rock!! Rocking ya self with lots of reading of materials and singing with lots of positively nice sayings....

Honestly, frankly, positively, favorably, smilingly, kicking ya assly (haha)...

Try and try, do and do... even making ya house damn like hell is ya choice, but ya have ta da it now or you'll regret!!

Argh, why my mind stucks with nothingness, it needs ta give birth ta so much of beautiful words day by day and time and time even seconds by seconds and hell yeah every single second by a second..

Nasal congested and coughing are the blues of winter, yes I'm having'em with me, that's the smile of the life of winter.... It's the season, no! They chose to be with me, so I'll enjoy the feeling of living in a place that had 6 inches of snow which keeps falling until now... looking forward ta live in snow with thickness more than 10 inches... hey guys, let's build a snowman... and let's play war in snow like we used to play... let's dive into the thick snow and crawling like spying in'em...

What do I gonna do to make ya have me
What do I gonna do ta make ya need me
What do I gonna do ta make ya love me
What do I gonna do ta make ya hear me
All it seems ta me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word...

Argh again, simple baits that can lure you....
It seems like typing has its own fun, like I won't stop typing at all...
Since when I like ta type in English,
Maybe this is the symptom of living in snowy day... it's not malaysia, it's USA!!
I LOVE USA!! haha...
You can treasure so many things here
You can do sky diving
You can do horse riding
You can do ice skate in the middle of the city center
You can do skiing, even when ya go ta school...
You can do rally driving when ya drive in snow...
You can do reading of good Islamic materials kept in the univ library..
You wanna find Fi zilal? Sahihain? The library has it all!! Don't be wasted...
You can play PS2
You can go to movies, not falling behind like in UK, it sucks there haha selamba kutuk!
Say all da good things about UK so ya'll enjoy ya stay here...
You can experience driving more than a day...
What else do you want?
Even you can kill somebody if ya want, but that's not ma choice...
Like is like a butterfly
Choosing on which flower to suck the juice of happiness and tranquility
People always land on the flower of entertainment
To some, they prefer the flower of intelligence more than everything
Like I was told by my teacher
"Everyone's priority is based on his/her own choice of preferences"
That is why, you choose which flower of lives you want...
Suck the juice as more as ya want...
You can hope on another flower from time ta time...
Like my uncle said,
"When time comes, you have to upgrade ya self...
I worth striving by rewarding ya self when ya able ta do so..."
Don't be greedy
Share the sweetness of the juice with others
Like my lecturer told the class,
"We are the only living creatures leaving behind records for the better off of the future generations..
People painted down their finding of the meaning of lives into words for the generations ahead
So they'll benefit, and they can read ta find the meaning of living in this world..."
You choose what you wanna be
The freedom of choice burdening on your shoulders the responsibilities of making such choices...

I'm riding a car on the road of death
But I won't regret taking so many paths and stops
Before I reach the end...
Life is only once
I'll die happily

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When I were on my deathbed, I wanna smile that I had done alot of things in da past!!! Don't let me regret when I were about ta die...

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