I want to start again

I want to remember how it feels to be a novice

A novice worker

A novice husband

A novice son

A novice student

A novice human being

Lately, I have been reminded

It is not about what we want to control

It is all based on what has been determined by Allah

At our side, we just need to strive for the best we could

We are supposed to feel tired

We should not relax

Life here is for hereafter

Once we have passed this stage

We will move to the next stage

Only when we reached there

We can finally say,

"I want to relax."

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Are 'fatigue' and 'tired' mean the same thing?