What does it mean to be muslim? According to my father it is surely more than just attending religious school. So, I ask myself, have I been submissive enough to the will of God and to His natural law?

I have been making excuses, I have been telling myself to doubt myself, and frequently quit from trying. My graph is hardly on an upward trend, it is merely flat or close to free fall. What has happened?

Doubt is the biggest problem I would say. I was so full of myself when I first signed in, but I have lost it for too long. Hunting for it for too long as well.

Tomorrow, it will be another day to try find myself and my courage.

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Submit but not giving up. But, keep things low while output quality is high.