Monday, February 19, 2007

Counting the small steps.. I forgot, the day I started crawling... but today, when I walk, I forgot how lucky I was to be able to crawl... Will I forget the gift of walking someday?

When I plan my future, I feel weak... weak inside, how am I going to trust myself even though I moved the pen on a paper praying that someday my future will be different... I will try to walk the way I penned it...

I'm not confident... but, I know.. the source of strength comes from Him... to Him we should surrender... by His name and by His will and power... my future is in His plan...

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Remember, no matter what you complain... the problem is from Him, and the solution is from Him... will you knock His door when he gives you so many hints to come and visit Him for a wish you've never asked if signs and warnings were not sent to you??? A friend sent you SMS: "I remember your birthday, but do you remember me/mine?" But, He sent you so many SMSes every second, but so many of us failed to even read 'em every minute/second. I'm worst!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

penat I spent quite a long time typing a new post. Happened again, refresh or not my new entry was flushed... how dare this stupid laptop do this to me!

I'd better be in bed than in front of my lappy. Got issues with my laptop recently, I wished I could kick it out for a new one haha...

Who cares... nothing of interest... feeling out of place, something that I'm used to. Then, it's time to move out of comfy place!

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Bed is a warm place to have, but sleeping without bed feels like something is missing. But, to live out of ordinary needs a courage, carved from inside... no issues with myself... just because I have something in control, despite so many other things are still out of my hands...