Tuesday, November 30, 2004

The Day... had passed

The day had passed...
The day wasn't perfect... yes it wasn't
I wasn't there...
"Why can't the day wait for you?"
Coz they'll never will
It won't be a perfect day...
It marked the black day...
The day that everything started to be flawed...
Yes, it's the day...
It never perfect...

It crossed a path in my past...
A path I will never take...
Yes, it'll never be perfected...
Damn all you who were part of the day...
The flawed day will marked in your life...
It will always be...
The day that worked well to mark a cross...
That cut the line...
Between perfection and never
That's the day you all had left something precious behind...
For it to be left forever...
Coz the day will never perfect...

How people tend to forget...
Yes, they taught me to be selfish like they were (and are)...
Never had sincerity in them...
They can't pay the past for the present or never for the future...
Ask Tsa'labah how terrible life was...
Let them feel...
They will know the day will never be perfected...
All because they were all selfish...

Couldn't wait ha?
Hell you not me...

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What will you do if you missed it but you cannot pay it till never...?? Wouldn't that be a big lesson for you? Hope it will.... A broken heart took a long time to be cured... The scar is still there, always there... Hard to tell how sincere you are coz you showed imperfection... so do I, I'll show you my imperfection... tie yourselves, but never let it be part of me... let it go with you, it will never be part of me... it will NEVER!!!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Tambahan

Aku rasa nak tambah lagi pasal apa aku bising sebelum ni. Aku penah kata ada orang kata,

"Ikut aku la nak ikut Islam ke idak, apa orang lain nak sibuk."

Kat sini nak tambah lagi la, orang yang kurang fikir (borak dengan diri dia) jalan mudah dia selain kata kat atas, dia boleh kata macam ni,

"Ikut aku la nak mencarut ke nak guna perkataan tak elok ke yang penting aku senang hati. Orang lain baca atau dengar output dari aku ni dia senang hati atau tidak itu dia punya pasal la."

Memang using such offensive language tu rasa senang hati sebab geram tu leh lepas, kononnya. Tapi sebenarnya tu difikir dari segi tindakan yang memberi kesan pada luar diri, tapi tanya balik borak balik dengan diri sendiri, aisey apa buat ni... diri pun kata, ala takpe kejap je nanti leh buat lagi... jadi addictive plak.... takpe ni kesan psikologi je... kesan fizikal takde... tapi kesan spiritual macam mana?

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Aku dah lama dengar pasal Golden Rule tapi baru2 ni je aku dapat luangkan masa cari apa maksud Golden Rule yang dikatakan salah satu lagi cara untuk berjaya. Golden Rule ni perlu diikut kalau korang nak berjaya. Contohnya, jangan membazir, jangan guna perkataan atau bahasa tak baik... satu hadith yang promotes Golden Rule:

"Iman seseorang tiada kan sempurna jika kasihnya dia pada saudaranya tiada seperti apa yang dia suka untuk dirinya."
How Well Is...

A question for economists is how well is the government playing its role representing for the public in term of economic well being?

The problem is, there is that a problem in economy can be caused by politicians and leaders who have their own personal plans and targets without understanding the real effects to the economy. For example, in social issue in Malaysia, how demanding is the PLKN programs according to the public themselves without any reasoning from government? I mean, why not the government ask the people without doing things by themselves having a blind assumption that the people will agree with all the programs they plan for the country. The sad thing is the public are ignorant about the economy where they don't really understand how the economy works.

Coz the economy in our country is not hundred percent capitalist, also I must state here not hundred percent Islamic economy too, the government intervention is actually not effective and problematic to the non-Islamic economic system. For the capitalist, the economy has a characteristic of self-fixing. The economy will fix itself in the long run though it might need 'sacrifices' and cause hard times in the short run. Again, the public never know about this coz what they see is all in term of short run progression, but actually the government should explain to the people what is their long run goals of all the actions taken in the present.

Here in USA, I watch the public channel broadcasting somewhat old fashion program but it helps to inform the people how the economy runs. The title is Economy USA which I find very informative for the public from my point of view as a student majoring in Economics. This program really and really and really makes me think of planning the same kind of informative program to inform the public in Malaysia. Will it be okay to name the program something like "Ekonomi Kita" or maybe "Ekonomi dan Kita." Haha, I feel kinda funny to think about this coz I barely see the government intervention is well understood by the consumers in our country.

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What can you all do? Learn at least the fundamental principles of how the economy runs... The most basic principle is, people demand infinitely but the economy could not fulfill all demands coz we don't have enough resources, for example is the global oil supply which is facing shortage of supply coz we are running out of supply from existing oil resources... that's why our country is fighting with the neighboring country over the new oil source found near Sabah...

p/s: I just making up something informative by myself to share my bad understanding about economy :p but trust me, we should understand the economy so we could consult our government better in provinding the social benefits and needs economically... we don't want to have an economy that only benefits a particular group in our society. Our economy is for everyone to enjoy the prosperity. How long we gonna let the bureaucracy (err how to spell birokrasi :D) to make such problematic hold backs, for an instance, to our service of public medical treatment? This is not efficient to the economy in term of social benefits... haha one more time i'm making a statement which cannot be used as something because all I typed here are all sound statements hehe... up to those reading this concern to judge and see how well my statements follow the economic principle(s)... I just wanna encourage the concern to the public in the economy so to help running the economy collectively... err better stop here than making any other floating statement. wachaa, let's reduce government intervention so we can import more foreign cars and benefit from the AFTA, see how unreasonable is the duty on importing foreign automotives... crazy laws! I tell you what I learn, imposing tariff is really a social lost to us the public, seriously this is what I had learned!! Believe me!! -end-

"I don't wanna oppose our government coz I don't wanna create any chaos, what I want is a just economic system which provides fair treatment to every member in our society. Our economy is not for the upper class or to the leaders who we expect from them to bring prosperities, but let not them to act freely without putting us into the frame and the process too. Don't oppose our government, but help our government so all of us can enjoy the benefits of all the prosperities socially and economically along with maintaining the peace and harmony. Don't say that I only think about the economy only from an economic perspective, economy is a social science which I must say here that we have to make sure the economy effectively is working for the society."

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Break

Hari ni mula cuti. Cuti apa kat US sekarang ni? Cuti Thanksgiving. Perayaan apa? Malas nak citer, cari sendiri kat internet. Jangan jadik orang makan suap je.

Masa balik kelas Western Civ semalam, aku tanya kat Jonathan a.k.a. Jon,

"When is the celebration?"
"It's on Thursday."
"Is that a specific date?"
"Actually no specific date, only the Thankgiving Day is celebrated every year on the last Thursday of November."
"Oooo, I thought it has a specific date." (buat sebab padahal aku penah tau tapi lupa)... "Then, are you gonna cook on that day?"
"Yes, but it depends on what you actually mean by cook."
"No, I mean are you gonna help preparing the food on that day."
"Yes... sure."

Pastu borak2 la lagi, citer la pasal Ramadhan yang baru habis dan sehari raya pose (kalau kat mesia sebulan lamanya). Dengan bangga aku kata sambutan raya orang Islam lagi meriah, kami kumpul pagi2 ramai2 kat satu tempat untuk buat collective prayer pastu abis prayer salam2 dan jumpa ramai orang... pastu mula la tradisi ziarah yang memang dah jadi aktiviti hari raya....

"I like that better."

Jon ngaku yang dia lagi suka camtu sebab dia kata memang Thanksgiving ni sesama famili je. Aktiviti derang, kumpul sesama famili pastu makan. Makan bukan biasa2, makan besar. Kalau ikut member aku yang aku dah tak jumpa 2 sem ni, nama dia Travis, dia kata,

"I eat a lot and drink then I gonna take my nap for 1-2 days."

Tu la dia... tapi apa kurang pun, ada orang pose2 pun bila raya time tu la nak melantak bebanyak. Jon kata dia minat pasal collective celebration dan tradisi ziarah sebab dia kata lagi meriah macam tu. Aku senyum je la sebab aku kata memang sambutan raya kami macam tu, tak macam derang yang lebih menyendiri dengan famili je. Ni satu sosial yang ditanam dalam agama kita. Pandai la aku goreng, aku kata orang yang selalu menyendiri ke time raya tu la dia nak jumpa ramai orang....

Citer lain plak... ni bukan nak kutuk, tapi ni buatkan aku berfikir. Jon ni baik dengan aku, member yang selalu tegur aku la sem ni sebab aku sekelas dengan dia dalam Philosophy (subjek gila) dan Western Civ... so ari2 la jumpa dia. Pastu dia macam banyak support aku motivationally ntah kenapa, ada gak member baik camni....

Tapi aku bukan nak citer pasal dia, aku nak citer pasal sorang kelasmet aku ni, mamat ni rambut serabai tak penah sikat, tapi hensem gak sebenarnya pasal badan tough muka kalau sikat rambut kemas aaa... tapi satu hal ni la, macam aku kata tadi bukan nak kutuk, tapi saja nak bawak ke depan pasal ni biar orang lain pun tau. Ada satu ayat dia tulis kat depan buku nota falsafah moden yang kitorang belajar sem ni. Dia tulis besar2 tu.

"Christianity is a sickness."

Aku tergelak pun ada tapi kesian pun ada. Aku fikir dia ni mungkin boleh dipanggil atheist kot pasal dia ni macam kutuk agama je. Pastu diri dia pun macam tak tersusun, aku exaggerate je sebab rambut dia je yang serabai, memang orang sini camtu gaya derang... aku nak gak cuba gi kelas rambut serabai tapi rimas...

Memang belajar dalam subjek gila tu buatkan orang2 kafir ni rasa agama derang ni gila. Aku sendiri pun rasa pasal derang pnye reasoning tu payah nak difahami. Imagine la boleh derang diskas pasal Nabi Ibrahim pnye ujian untuk sembelih anaknya tu adalah satu tindakan yang tidak beretika. Tapi, dipersoalkan juga will power yang ada dalam diri Nabi Ibrahim, ada yang kutuk sebab bila dah tak beretika maknanya jangan diikut, tapi dia kata kenapa nak ambil Nabi Ibrahim sebagai contoh? Dia kata contoh yang boleh dipelajari adalah perlawanan dalam diri yang dialami dalam diri Nabi Ibrahim. Mesti bila dah tempted macam tu akan rasa serba salah. Serba salah tu la yang derang kata kita kena fokus. Apa payah sangat nak fikir benda kompleks camtu, nak buktikan kat situ bukan nak suh bunuh anak, kat situ adalah qudwah (contoh pimpinan) dalam ketaatan pada Tuhan. Tu yang ada kutuk Tuhan (bagi yang tak percaya pada idea ketuhanan ni la) kenapa plak Tuhan yang kata bagus ni suh Nabi Ibrahim buat satu praktis yang tak beretika. Kalau nak ikut pada perbahasan falsafah tradisional memang dikatakan tak beretika sebab falsafah dulu2 dah bincang pasal moral dan etika. Tapi falsafah moden nak perbaharui la kononnya.

Camtu la jadinya... bagi aku bagus bila kita dapat selami dari sudut yang berbeza tapi masalah bila dah jadi jauh sangat sampai meleret apa yang difikirkan. Bayangkanla, dari contoh kat situ la dikatakan kita sebenarnya kena banyak kenal diri kita, cakap dengan diri kita, fikir dan bertindak untuk diri kita. Ada orang dia tak fikir diri dia, dia fikir benda luar dari diri dia sebab dia tak pernah cakap dengan diri dia. Kalau orang yang banyak menyendiri, dia pasti merasa cakap dengan diri dia. Cuba tanya anak tunggal yang selalu dok sorang, bila bosan dia mesti cakap dengan diri dia kalau dia dah takde sape nak ajak borak atau ajak main.

Aku rasa orang Islam sekarang pun camtu gak, ntah derang tanya ke idak dalam diri derang. Bincang ke idak dengan iman dan akal derang sebelum bertindak. Iman akal dan nafsu boleh dijadikan entiti yang berbeza. Bila bertindak pakai nafsu+akal, jadi la satu karakter manusia yang tidak berakal sebenarnya pasal akal ni selalu taat je. Tapi bila bertindak iman+akal, yang ni baru la akal digunapakai dengan baik. Bayang la kalau orang nak makan, bila dia makan akal dia lupa sebab yang dilayan tu nafsu. Akal sikit punya rancang nak jaga berat badan la konon, tapi tewas gak sebab kenikmatan dan kesedapan makan tu menewaskan, nafsu la tu. Nafsu makan ni berkait dengan nafsu lain, so kawal la makan anda haha (baik aku tujukan pada orang nak sambut Thanksgiving ni heh). So, kalau iman mendirectkan akal, akal yang directed by iman ni boleh fikir dengan baik. Apa perlu kita buat untuk kita isi masa sambil2 berjalan pergi ke kelas, maka akal pun yang inspired by iman ni bagi cadangan,

"eh tuan diri aku, ko takyah la buang masa jalan kosong2 je, jom la berzikir, kita minta ampunla selalu dengan melazimkan istighfar, isitighfarkan penyelesai pelbagai masalah."

Bila bercakap dengan diri, rasa dalam diri ni ada entiti yang berbeza-beza. Dalam banyak entiti dalam diri, jasad adalah paling bodoh sebab kata Yusuf Islam sebelum dia masuk Islam, dia perasan yang badan ni macam keldai yang dungu, bila roh dalam diri gerakkan badan ni ikut je. Dia sedar ni masa dia cakap kat diri dia,

"Bodoh je badan aku ni, ikut je apa aku suruh. Habis basah aku."

Aku tokok sket bagi bunyi dia lagi best sebab kita bukan tau sangat sebenarnya apa yang seorang tu cakap dalam diri dia. Dia cakap camtu sebab masa tu dia berlari dalam hujan. Masa tu Yusuf Islam dalam proses mencari kebenaran sebab hidup menjadi artis yang dialaminya sebelum tu masih tidak memberi satu isi yang cukup untuk hidup kosong yang dirasainya.

Memang jasad entiti paling diam sekarang ni tapi nanti kat akhirat jasadlah entiti yang paling bising nanti sebab mulut kita ditutup. Mulut ni satu2nya anggota jasad yang payah sket nak dikawal kira dalam banyak2 ahli jasad ni lidah la paling bahaya. Tu pasal nabi pun kata tulang paling lembut pada manusia ada kat hujung, tula dia lidah.

Kadar seseorang tu bercakap dengan diri dia kita dapat nilai berapa banyak sebab ada orang memang fikir dulu sebelum buat, tapi ada yang buat selamba je tindak tanpa bincang banyak dengan diri dia. Sampai yang berani kata,

"Aku nak ikut Islam atau tanak ke itu aku punya pasal la."

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Biarlah habis bergantung, biar orang len fikir sendiri apa yang patut seterusnya...
The Football Spirit

LIving in the states, should know about the new meaning of football... here the football we learn before is called soccer.... Now football for me holds a new meaning, which stands for American Football...

At first, I still remember the first time I watch my roommate who was so exciting watching the game. Seriously at first I don't feel the excitement. Then, there came a moment, and till today, I learn to understand the game gradually. Soon, I became more interested and I can say crazy about this game. Nothing more i can say other than see this site: NFL.com

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Hell No

Say no
Why should I follow you?
I need explanation...
Why keep silent?
I ask but you don't answer me...
My answer is no...

I offer my effort
But where's yours?
I just don't want to express it
Coz I believe you can learn by yourself
Up to each of us
Who has the will, he knows what to do
Who has not, why should I care

People has to be in a state of individuating
He need to ask him/herself
Why should I tell you what you need to do?
Way to find your answer, you decide, coz there are many ways
Why should I put myself into despair?
Or anxiety?
No point, coz you don't understand

People did not remember me
Why should I care?
If they need me, they'll find me
Owh, how insincere
Suspend my judgment?
Why should I... I faced it since I was young

Clinging so much burden 'coz of others
Don't let them put monkeys on your back
Let them feed their own monkeys
Let your own monkeys be fed by you
Hell no
I don't have time to feed your monkeys
Your monkeys ain't mine

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My will and trust had faded... family? friends? others?... what I need is only trust and sincerity... don't question my quest...
Once my lecturer said: "Those who are not sincere will return back to you... you'll find them learning how sincere you. Will you forgive them by then? Up to you..."

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Good scientific explanation

You want to know?? Good scientific explanation
(Adakah anda ingin tahu. Satu penjelasan saintifik yang bagus)

Bob:Tell me why is it that a Muslim is very particular about
the words Halaal and haraam; what do they mean?
(terangkan kepada saya kenapa orang Islam ni sangat
mementingkan dan begitu teliti dengan istilah 'Halal dan
juga Haram' apa sebenarnya maksud perkataan-pekataan tersebut)


Yunus:That which is permissible is termed Halaal and that which
is not permissible is termed Haraam and it is the Quran which
draws the distinction between the two.
(Halal bermaksud perkara yang dibenarkan dalam Islam manakala
haram pula bermaksud perkara yang tidak dibenarkan dalam Islam
dan al Quranlah yang telah menggariskan perbezaan diantara keduanya)

Bob: Can you give me an example?
(Boleh awak beri saya contoh?)

Yunus:Yes, Islam has prohibited blood of any type. You will agree
that a chemical analysis of blood shows that it contains an
abundance of uric acid, a chemical substance which can be injurious
to human health.
(Islam telah melarang memakan apa jua jenis darah kecuali darah
ikan dan belalang kalau tak silap saya). Kamu tentu akan setuju
bahawa satu analisis kimia terhadap darah menunjukkan ia
mengandungi banyak asid urik,iaitu bahan kimia yang merbahaya
pada kesihatan manusia.)

Bob:You're right about the toxic nature of uric acid, in the human
being it is excreted as a waste product and in fact we are told that 98
of the body's uric acid is extracted from the blood by the kidneys and
removed through urination.
(Kamu benar berkaitan dengan toksid semulajadi yang terkandung
dalam asid urik ni.Di dalam badan manusia, ia digolongkan sebagai
bahan kumuh/buangan,malahan kami diberitahu bahawa 98 dari
asid urik ini diekstrak/ditapis daripada darah oleh buah pinggang dan
dibuang melalui sistem perkumuhan)

Yunus:Now I think that you'll appreciate the special prescribed
method of animal slaughter in Islam.
(Sekarang saya rasa kamu akan dapat merasai betapa beruntungnya
satu cara istimewa dlm Islam berkenaan penyembelihan binatang.)

Bob: What do you mean?
(Apa maksud kamu)
Yunus: You see, the wielder of the knife, whilst taking the name
of the 'Almighty', makes an incision through the jugular veins, leaving
all other veins and organs intact.
(maksudnya, ketajaman pisau, menyembelih dengan menggunakan
nama Allah yang Maha Besar, menyembelih pada urat leher, ini semua
akan menyebabkan organ -organ penting lain pada haiwan tidak rosak)

Bob:I see, this causes the death of the animal by total loss of blood
from the body, rather than an injury to any vital organ.
(jadi kematian pada haiwan adalah melalui cara hilangnya darah
secara keseluruhan daripada tubuh haiwan tersebut dan bukannya
dengan mencederakan pada organ-organ penting yang lain)

Yunus: Yes, were the organs, example the heart, the liver, or the
brain crippled or damaged, the animal could die immediately and
its blood would congeal in its veins and would eventually permeate
the flesh. This implies that the animal flesh would be permeated
and contaminated with uric acid and therefore very poisonous;
only today did our dieticians realize such a thing.
(ya, sebagai contoh, sekiranya organ jantung, hati, atau otak retak
atau rosak, binatang itu akan mati dengan cepat dan darahnya akan
menjadi kental dalam salur darah dan ini secara perlahan-lahan akan
menyebabkan ia meresap ke dlm daging. Ini akan menyebabkan daging
diresapi dan tercemar dengan asid urik menyebabkan ia menjadi amat
beracun dan baru sekarang pakar-pakar diet menyedari akan hal ini.)

Bob: Again, while on the topic of food; Why do Muslims condemn the
eating of pork or ham or any foods related to pigs or swine.
(Bercakap mengenai makanan ni,kenapa orang Islam ni menolak untuk
makan daging khinzir @ sebarang makanan yang berkaitan dengannya)

Yunus: Actually, apart from the Quran prohibiting the consumption
of pork,bacon (pig flesh); in fact the Bible too in Leviticus
chapter11,
verse 8, regarding swine it says, "of their flesh (of the swine,
another
name for pig) shall you not eat, and of their carcass you shall not
touch;they are unclean to you.Further, did you know that a pig cannot
be slaughtered at the neck for it does not have a neck; that is
according
to its natural anatomy.A Muslim reasons that if the pig was to be
slaughtered and fit for human consumption the Creator would have
provided it with a neck.Nonetheless, all that aside,I am sure you are
well informed about the harmful effects of the consumption of pork,
in any form, be it pork chops,ham, bacon.
(sebenarnya, ada bahagian daripada Al-Quran melarang penggunaan
daging khinzir ini. Malah dalam Bible sendiri dalam Leviticus, chapter
11,verse 8, berkaitan dengan daging khinzir. kata Bible, janganlah
kamu makan, dan bangkainya janganlah kamu sentuh , ia adalah
tidak bersih untuk kamu.Tahukah juga kamu bahawa seekor khinzir
tidak boleh disembelih pada lehernya kerana ia sendiri sebenarnya tidak
mempunyai leher jika kita nak tengok dari anatomi semulajadinya.
Bagi orang Muslim sekiranya khinzir itu boleh disembelih dan sesuai
utk keperluan manusia, maka Tuhan tentunya akan menjadikan khinzir
itu mempunyai leher. Apapun, tanpa melihat pada semua itu, saya yakin
bahawa kamu tentu tahu betapa daging khinzir ini, walau dalam
apa jua bentuk pun akan memberikan kesan yang merbahaya.)

Bob: The medical science finds that there is a risk for various
diseaseasthe pig is found to be a host for many parasites and potential
diseases.
(Sains perubatan mendapati bahawa khinzir ini merupakan hos/perumah
bagi pelbagai jenis parasit dan berisiko kepada terhadap pelbagai
jenis penyakit)

Yunus:Yes, even apart from that, as we talked about uric acid content
in the blood, it is important to note that the pig's biochemistry
excretes
only 2 of its total uric acid content, the remaining 98 remains as an
integral part of the body.
(Ya, malah selain daripada itu sebagaimana kita berbincang mengenai
kandungan asid urik dalam darah tadi, didapati khinzir hanya membuang
2 daripada kandungan asid uriknya sebagai bahan kumuhan dan baki 98
lagi akan kekal sebagai sebahagian dari tubuhnya.)

Ampun Maaf,
Wassalam.
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Jom pose 6 syawal jom!!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

AKU

Bangga menjadi diriku
Syukur patut kupanjatkan
Buat ayah, terima kasih atas segalanya
Selamat hari lahir buatmu yang jatuh pada hari ke-2 Syawal tahun ini
Buat ibu, terimalah kasih dariku
Atas segala pengorbananmu selama ini
Buat kedua akak, long dan ngah
Terima kasih jua kerana gaduhan kita mendidik sebenarnya
Buat adik-adik, usahalah dan usahalah
Membesar bukanlah segembira waktu dikau masih kecil
Tapi ingatlah, berbanggalah menjadi dirimu
Tiada yang lebih besar daripada nikmat kehidupan
Yang sentiasa disinari nur hidayah
Kita berteduh di bawah cahaya Ilahi sejak kecil lagi
Tak perlu kita lari dari teduhan hidayah ini untuk merasa nikmatnya
Kita patut bersyukur kerana tidak disinari cahaya terik
Pastu saudara baru kita mengetahui peritnya tanpa teduhan hidayah ini

Ingatlah, dan beringatlah, ingatkanlah
"Sembahlah Tuhanmu sehingga datang padamu Hari Yang Pasti itu" (Surah ke-15 al-Hijr : Ayat akhir -ayat akhir-)
Mati itu adalah Hari Yang Pasti bagi kita yang hidup
Tanyalah pada orang kafir sekali pun
Mati itu pasti datang
Keyakinan itu pasti datang

"And worship your Lord until there comes unto you the certainty (i.e. death). (Al-Hijr 15:99)"
Kayakinan itu pasti datang!!
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Yakinilah dan banggalah menjadi Aku-yang-Muslim kerana hidup kita sebenarnya sentiasa teduh dan nyaman

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Raya dah nak muncul, Ramadhan tak abis lagi.. tapi banyak dah ucapan2 kreatif dah disampaikan.. antaranya..



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Macam ye je sokong orang kafir boleh aman dunia nih...
Freedom

I have my own freedom, why bother?
My priority is mine, not yours... why should I follow yours?
I did not belittled people's effort... but why feel like that?
Why people ask me to understand them but they feel I am the one who didn't?
Why?
I am asking here WHY?
I wanna be me...
I just don't wanna be like you...
You choose your own path, but I'll choose mine...
Why should I satisfy you but not me myself?
I wanna do what I wanna do
I wanna be what I wanna be

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Dealing with people makes one's life miserable... better keeping self in isolation

Monday, November 08, 2004

Raya

Ceh, raya tak mula lagi dah bising... puasa tak habis lagi la...
Ceh, dulu Gongxiraya sekarang Deparaya.... bagus betul... ingat senang2 ke boleh kongsi2 perayaan?
Apsal tak buat Thaipukorban? Tak pun buat Krismafitri ke...
Takde plak jadi camtu...
Senang2 hati je nak campur aduk bab-bab perayaan yang ada kaitan dengan aqidah dan kepercayaan ni...
Kita pun boleh sambut sama la... Aiyoyo, apa sudah jadi sama Melayu? Layu lagi ka??

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Puasa tak abis lagi raya dah kecoh...

Friday, November 05, 2004

Puasa

Ops dah tinggal kurang dari 10 hari dah...
Kejap je dah nak abis...
Pejam celik bagaikan semalam mula puasa...
Kena sambung puasa 6 dan puasa sunat khamis lagi sebagai rutin hidup...
Apa yang dapat dipelajari hingga ke hari ini?
Ada ke nanti kelaziman yang dapat diterap dalam hidup seharian nanti?
Kata Imam time khutbah tadi, "Don't wait till tomorrow coz we never know whether we still gonna breath after a day from now or even an hour from now... we can't guarantee... we must try to do it from now on..."
Fikir...hmmm?? Fikir je?
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Sebagai pembasah gusi yang kering tanpa pencuci mulut time² puasa:

Jenny yg mempunyai masalah berat badan menemui doktor utk mendapatkan nasihat. Daripada pertemuan singkat itu dia dinasihatkan supaya berlari 16 km sehari selama sebulan. Doktor juga memberi jaminan bahawa cara itu amat berkesan. Jenny mengikut nasihat yg diberikan. Selepas 30 hari mengamalkannya, berat badannya turun sebanyak 10 kg. Dia terlalu gembira lalu menelefon doktor berkenaan.
"Tapi doktor, saya ada satu lagi masalah besar,"katanya.
"Apa dia?"doktor bertanya.
"Macam mana saya nak balik...sekarang ni saya berada 480km dari rumah!"

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Election

Hari ni Presidential Election kat US la...

"Sape menang ko rasa?"
"Pak Lah yang menang..."

Hahahaha... why bother? Kenapa dunia menumpukan mata pada keputusan pilihanraya presiden di US ni? Penat je Mahathir ajak tengok Koizumi, nak jgak orang lain pandang Bush atau Kerry... Apa pun keputusan sementara aku tengah menaip ni Bush tengah leading... Kita tengok nanti apa keputusannya...

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Who cares? Why cares?